Monday, May 04, 2009

Suddenly everything is not working out anymore.

Studying doesn’t guarantee a fantastic grade.

Friendliness doesn’t mean friends

Smiling doesn’t mean that you are happy

Natural mean you are plain lazy

Agreeing means you are a push over

Disagreeing means you are not cooperative

Evacuating from the world, a hermit.

I can’t even find that relaxing and enjoyable feeling of getting lost on the streets and the joy of finding new places in the process.

I cannot even find the reason to be nice to anyone anymore, and I hate myself for being mean too.

I cannot withdraw myself from all the comments that I used to think was not harmful to my life.

I wonder, if I am living a life of my own or others…

I hate to curse, but…

What the hell! I can’t even be myself without being criticize or having comment anymore!


I hate to doubt myself.