GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!

i have a fear of attention

Most of the times, I am very scared of people who show interest in me. I yearn to be in the centre of attraction sometimes but I will always be uncomfortable in such situation.

I get all nervous and jittery.

I guess my JC teacher saw through me, that why he wrote ‘The world is in your hands, open up to it.’

But I think I still cannot overcome my fear now. Especially for a relationship with someone, I just cannot bring myself to actually accept someone now. To be frank, it kind of freaks me out.

I was actually scolding that person deep down in my heart. It used to be so fine when he did not say it. We could talked about anything, and I feel so relaxed around him.

Now, I am so afraid to look at my hand phone, for the fear of his message. Urgh!

posted by maevbe @ 11:32 PM