i have a fear of attention
Most of the times, I am very scared of people who show interest in me. I yearn to be in the centre of attraction sometimes but I will always be uncomfortable in such situation.
I get all nervous and jittery.
I guess my JC teacher saw through me, that why he wrote ‘The world is in your hands, open up to it.’
But I think I still cannot overcome my fear now. Especially for a relationship with someone, I just cannot bring myself to actually accept someone now. To be frank, it kind of freaks me out.
I was actually scolding that person deep down in my heart. It used to be so fine when he did not say it. We could talked about anything, and I feel so relaxed around him.
Now, I am so afraid to look at my hand phone, for the fear of his message. Urgh!
secret
Secret was surprisingly a good movie. It is something that would linger on for a period of time I guess.
The storyline and the love between the main characters is so simple and carefree, almost everyone could relate to it and ponder over it.
Simplicity in love is what everyone would yearn for, but things will always get complicated.
如果什么事都能
简简单单的,那该多好…
I really do not mind watching the show again. And to emphasis, I am not a fan of jay, but I really admire him for his work this time.
Memories~
My friend was telling me about how he could not sleep the night before because he was thinking about sad stuffs.
So I told him, don’t think about sad stuffs before you sleep. I always think about the past if I could not sleep. And he replied ‘ I was thinking about sad stuffs in the past’
I dunno, to me, the past are just memories. There can be happy memories and maybe sad memories. But memories are just memories, things that happened in our memories have passed, maybe that why when I recall a sad memory, I do not feel so sad anymore.
Memories always flood our minds when we are being pushed up to a wall. Suddenly we feel that we could not move on, and the only feasible way seems to be ‘ going back’- looking into our memories.
‘Regrets, have been, could have been, could have done this’ all these thoughts will a lot litter our mind when we look into our sad memories.
‘I don’t want it to change; last forever; return to’ all this phases will pop out when we immersed ourselves in the happy memories of the past.
Digging our way back to the past seems so easy. The more we dig, the more happy memories we may find. We are working so hard to barrow into the memories of the past. Once we dig till a comfortable depth where no one can interrupt our peace and quietness, we would rest in the nice deep hole of our past memories-delusion.
yes, barrowing seems to move us further away from the wall that seems impossible to climb, but it will bring us no where but down.
Memories may be nice to recall, review. But I think it is important that we do not let our memories take control of us. We should just those memories as it is. It is a thing of the past.
Use the sad memories to motivate you to do in the future. Please do not use it was an excuse to shrink away from the future.
Use the happy memories to provide some momentary relieve to the present. Let it show you that there will be more happy memories to come. Please do not get lost in the happy memories of the past and miss out on the future.
Memories are my memories.
每个故事的开始有谁不想天长地久，如果心里想着终有一天会分开，那又为何要在一起呢？近来，姐姐开始谈恋爱了。想起来，觉得有点好笑。这几天，看到的是她整天傻笑的样子，手提一响，接起电话，那傻样就出来了。时不时就会露出幸福的微笑，天啊！
我快受不了了！
