wake up!
Seriously I need to get a grip on myself. I got a feeling I am going to be crazy soon. I am not acting like myself.I can’t believe I did all these things that are so hurtful. I guess I must really apologise to them seriously one day. They have really been there for me when I needed them, and I just sort of took them for granted. You guys have always kindly and willingly accommodated me.
I can’t believe I made use of you all for something that is totally not worth it. I can’t believe that I have missed out something so important that is placed right in front of me.
I am really sorry. (although you won’t see it, this is just to relieve the guilt I have at the moment).
Just give me a bit more time; I will never ever do such a thing again.
I will snap out of it. Serious.
Thank you for being there for me.
