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I am seriously beginning to doubt my decision. Do I really want to be an accountant? Oh man, I really do not like to start the thinking process all over again, but I can’t help but to think about it.
What set me thinking about all these again. It would be my new job. Well, when job ads put ad-hoc duties, it basically means that you do all the work in the office.
This is very true for small companies.
I am practically doing everything, from listening to phone calls, invoicing to accounting… but my pay is stagnant.
So, I have spent the last 2 days, typing in all the figures and trying to balance the figures, and from what the accountant says, what I am doing is only that basic of accounting… thus, I am beginning to doubt my ability as an accountant next time…
Well, my other career option is not that feasible. I am actually very interested in stage works. As in, back stage work, something like what we do in AVA. Doing lightings and sounds for stage performance. But I don’t think it is a feasible option in Singapore. After all, most of those people are doing is as freelance. It is not a stable job.
If I do not have to worry about money and everything else, I would have surely taken chose the latter.
I guess it is difficult to have the best of both worlds.
rejection and work
Although deep inside I knew that I would be rejected, but the taste of rejection still does not taste good.
It is like hmm, bitter, yet it makes you more determine.
Okie, done with that.
Anyway, my long break is coming to an end.
After my Korean trip, I took a week break and would be going back to work tomorrow.
I think it is not too good to break for too long, it makes you lazy to start work again. it is so nice to be a couch potato and slack at home like nobody’s business.
But I can’t do that. I need money! Haha. I need to get clothes for the new school (it is so sad that we do not have to wear uniform anymore, I hate to think of what I have to wear everyday!).
Anyway, I spend my week at home very fruitfully. I finish watching ‘My Girl’ with my grandmother, :D. I think I have led my grandmother astray. Hee hee. She is so into watching VCDs now, she is even lamenting that fact that I am starting work tomorrow, and trying to psycho me not to start work, just stay at home and slack! Haha, all this is just to make sure that there is someone at home to put in the VCD for her. She is so cute.
So sad, tomorrow I am off to work again….
Please get well soon. I am really very worried.
love?
"We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say."
Ii came across this quote while reading the comments for the online story, 大頭芬的世界, and I think it is very true.
From reading大頭芬的世界 and watching ‘Happy Birthday (the movie starring liu ruo ying and gu tian le), I somehow think that relationships are very complicated and somewhat, troublesome.
Well, in both shows the lead girl request to break up and remain as friends, while the guy continues to pin after their love and at the same time becoming ‘good friends’ with the girls.
I kind of pity the guys though. I think it must have been very difficult for them. Imagine, if the girl/guy you like keeps coming to you for love advice, and you have to give good ones. It is so torturing.
Yea, so I kind of pity them.
The worse thing would be that the girls still like them. X__X and due to some weird belief like ‘ friends last forever, but couple don’t’ they decided to break up with that guy. It is a waste, seriously.
But, anyway, things are much simpler in real life :D. okie, have nothing more to crap on this topic already, just thought that the phase is very true that’ all.
Hee, I am tidying up my korea trip post: :D. I enjoyed myself thoroughly there!! Can’t wait to go back again.
