really hate it
I like my school in general, but sometimes I just feel that the school is bad in terms of their administrative work.
It is a real hassle for the School buzz in-charge of each CCA to get their activities endorsed. They have to go to tones of teachers; first they must approach their own CCA teacher, then the PE teacher and the CIP teacher in charge and finally back to the PE teacher again. Just to endorse a single activity, a student has to look for a few teachers.
To make things worse, sometimes they genre of the activities gets altered after they have being endorse; like you put in ‘organizers’ they will change in to ‘participants’. There is like so much differences, so to change it back, you have to go through the whole process of looking for teachers again.
Most of the times when you message the teachers, they will reply you ok, they will do it, and one week later, nothing is done. This is when you have to ‘barge’ into the PE room and tell time on the spot and see that they change it.
It is so infuriating and time consuming. As a student, I have better things to do then continuously asking my teachers to endorse the records. sometimes, it even make me feel like not having the records at all, but it concerns the whole club so I have no choice but to relentlessly go to the teachers.
Just when I finally got all my records perfectly done, flawless 2 months ago, this have to go wrong again.
Yesterday when we got our records that was going to be submitted to the MOE for the School leaving cert or something. The records were once again different from what was submitted. It really makes me wonder if I have wasted all my time looking for the teachers.
Now, I have to look for the teacher again. I really hate this…
stupid mistake
Oh my, oh my, I actually cried for my results. For the last 11 year of my life I have never ever cried for my results, not even when I got my filet-o-fish (F0F) at the start of last year.
I got the greatest horror when I got back my paper today, I made such a dumb mistake that I can really cry, I missed out on one question, and got a straight zero for my 20 marks question.
To make things worse, the school just had to moderate the results, causing my grades to fall for a D to an O. I know I cannot blame anyone for this; it is my fault for not checking. That is what I am so angry at myself for. I went to beautify my other answers that gain me just a few mere one to two marks. And I am a 0.5mark away from an E. I really hate this, how can I make such a mistake. The question that I overlooked was my most confident topic! Argh. I am so angry at myself.
I must never make this mistake again .Stupid stupid stupid.
stupid mistake
Oh my, oh my, I actually cried for my results. For the last 11 year of my life I have never ever cried for my results, not even when I got my filet-o-fish (F0F) at the start of last year.
I got the greatest horror when I got back my paper today, I made such a dumb mistake that I can really cry, I missed out on one question, and got a straight zero for my 20 marks question.
To make things worse, the school just had to moderate the results, causing my grades to fall for a D to an O. I know I cannot blame anyone for this; it is my fault for not checking. That is what I am so angry at myself for. I went to beautify my other answers that gain me just a few mere one to two marks. And I am a 0.5mark away from an E. I really hate this, how can I make such a mistake. The question that I overlooked was my most confident topic! Argh. I am so angry at myself.
I must never make this mistake again .Stupid stupid stupid.
I am super sad today. I got back my geography paper, and I did not do well. o felt as if I had wasted my whole holiday studying for something and in the end I reap nothing from it.
I like totally flunk my paper one for geography. I got 40/100. I know I am totally bad in physical geography and thought that I can make it up by studying harder for it, but in the end it is not much of a use.
The super irony is that I did not even study for my Chinese and I got a B, so if I had studied for it, I might have got an A.
I was seriously contemplating whether I should just give up on my geography but I have decided against it. I will do my best. Yes!
I will mug seriously from now on. No more playing (with exceptions of course) and make full use of my remaining days!
Prelims is now over, who care about the results, the main thing is A’s!
GO GO GO~. Yay!
hee, my favourite song of all seasons! it never fails to make me feel hopeful. cause i am always looking forward to it'
Winter Wonderland -Clay Aiken
Just heard Penny Dai’s new song,
yi ge ren de lu xing. Haha I think the MV is super nice too. I feel like going on a holiday now! Haha
some super random thoughts
some super random thoughts
Wanted to blog this yesterday night, but was affected by something so I did not have the mood to blog, so I will try to remember as much as I can remember what I wanted to say yesterday.
Yesterday night I was listening to FM100.3, sometimes at night they would talk about some random stuff about daily llife, so yesterday they topics was what you would do if you found out that your boyfriend is cheating on you. They had three options I guess, I did not really take note.
I think the options were:
1) take revenge
2) make a clean break
3) forgive him
In general, there are many people choosing the different option, one more memorable caller said that she will take revenge by cheating on him with another guy. Mainly all almost said that they will forgive him and make a clean break or just simply forgive him and carry on the relationship.
I think if it was me in the past, I would say that I would make a clean break and forgive him, but now, I think I will make a clean break and not forgive him.
I know although forgiving him might sounds good, but why should I forgive?
I think that if someone close to be do something that hurt my feelings intentionally, it would affect me much more than anyone else.
If I have chosen to go into a relationship with a person, it would mean that I like him and cherish him a lot. So if he cheats on him, I think I will detest him much much more then anyone else.
For me I think it is super difficult to forgive someone who have toyed with your feelings, and sometimes I wonder why people do that, what are they really thinking with they do that.
So I guess I would not really forgive that person, I will just try to erase or even forget his existence from my memory if I can do that.
故事的一开始衷会一直想着结局会如何，可是一个好的故事，我衷心希望它不会有结局。
开始的时候没想到要结束吧，那结束的时候着着么办呢？
以直以来所相信的事就在一瞬间被摧毁了，就会不禁责备自己为铯么会这么笨，看不到会有这么一件事，可是又想想，如果每一件事情都知道，我看我的人生会蛮无趣的。
My second day of slacking!
My second day of slacking!Today I went to east coast park.. I was very reluctant to go initially because it is very far from my house and difficult to get to, but I when eventually because I have already promised them. Haha
We took 36 and did not know where to get off at first, so we were saying that we should follow the VJ girl that was on the bus, because we though VJ was near to ECP, but in the end, it seems that she was not going to school or we have remembered wrongly, we got off quite far away from ECP and had to walk quite a distance.
I think I am glad that I went in the end because I finally got my long overdue workout, haha and it has been such a long time since the few of us has went out together and crap all day long. But I have also regretted not putting on sun block, now I am red, red red red.
After that we went to Bugis to shop, I did not see much because I was almost half asleep already and I do not really like to go Bugis Street because it is always so crowded so I did not get anything in the end. Anyway I did not want to spend too much money because I am saving up for the CDs that I want to buy.
There are so many new CDs that I want to buy. The new F.I.R album, Fan Yi Cheng, and Penny Dai new album is coming out too. I love the new Penny Dai MTV, it feel so soothing and relaxed at the same time, a sense of new found freedom. Her image is very different from the last album.
I have only started listening to her songs like this year, but I think her songs are nice and relates very well. haha and I am still thinking of which album to buy, whether to buy her’s or FIR’s. Hmm, it is such a tough choice. I hoped I have enough money to buy both; haha let me go count the money in my piggy bank.
This songs is super nice!
Ni hen ai ta - FIR
Stupid renovation
Stupid renovationThe people downstairs are at it again.. they have been drilling and hammering for close to one month already! What @#$% are they doing?! Can’t I even enjoy one day of slacking in quietness at home? The worse thing is I think the renovation is not going to be finished anytime soon, because they have not even put up that damn door! All the noise is really making my mood real bad, I should have just went shopping with my friends.
Now aside from drilling and hammering, they have further added to the noise pollution by sawing. When is this going to ever end. They better live here for a very long time, or else..
The people downstairs seem to have a ‘great sense of timing’. When my sister was taking her A levels, they were renovating too, when I was having my end of year exams they were renovating too. Now, when I am having my prelims they are renovating! No wonder my sister does not like the people downstairs, now I do not like them too, although I do not know who they are.
I am going to try to block out all the noise and cuddle up and read. Stupid renovation.
Math paper 2
math paper 2Today I had math paper. I can say that I almost freak out during the paper. I had such a bad headache last night that I could not sleep. It was so painful, that I had to take pain killers so that the pain would go away and I could finally get to sleep.
I woke up quite early today, and since my sister was fetching me to school I had a lot of time to wander around before I left the house, so I did some revision. I went to school later than usual and find that the morning place I use to sit was infested by my friend’s class. Like who complained last time when he came to sit with us, now it is infested by her class. I did not really want to sit there as it was quite noisy and I still had some headache lingering, so I went to join my class first.
Today math paper was easy at the beginning. Then I do not know what happen, I suddenly blank out at the statistics part. It was like; I cannot focus on the question and can’t think of ways to solve them. I really panicked, because I consider statistics as my forte! If I cannot do statistics, my math paper will be gone, and it did not help when all the questions are like half a page long.
I left a lot of question blanks and I just kept skipping those parts I do not know how to do. I was on the verge of crying. Luckily I managed to calm myself down and took a short break. I forced myself to read through the questions again, thoroughly.
I think the short break did wonders! I managed to get back on track and identified the important points. In the end I manage to do all the questions, including those that I thought I did not know how to do previously. Whether the answer is correct or not I do not know, but I think at least 70 per cent of it is correct, because I have double checked.
Please please please, let me do well for paper 2. >.<
I better start preparing for my geography tomorrow! Tomorrow is the last day of exams! Yay!!
The stupid house below me has been under renovation ever since forever, before the start of my school holidays until now. The worst thing is that they are drilling everyday!! What is there so much to drill about! If they want to tear down a house just tell me, I can do it within a day! Stupid family, don’t they know that simplicity is in fashion now! Do need to put so many decorations to your house! Idiotic, it is like affecting my revision. How can I revise with the sound of the drilling stuttering me every few minute and the continuous hammering is giving me a headache. I hate those people. Better not let me see them after they move in.
The ever lasting merry go round game
The ever lasting merry go round game
Now days, it seems that they have to rely heavily on the other people to make a decision, even a simple question like yes or no they have to rely on other things.
I admit I am guilty of it sometimes too, over the years I havs grown to find that it is an irritating and a time consuming bad habit.
There are many times you hear people saying something along the line like ‘ if A goes, then I go’. Following, A will reply ‘ if B goes den I will go’ and B will reply… it goes on in a chain and eventually no one make a stand on whether they are going or not, it is just like pushing the food that you do not like round and round on plate and it does not disappear, the problem is not solve and everyone do not know if they are going or not.
At the end of the day, the plans would be just like the uneaten food on the plate, it would go down the chute.
That would not be the most infuriating thing, the next thing you would know would be some people would start blaming others, and making comments like ‘ it is your fault la, you did not say you want to go, I actually also want to go one, I thought you do not want to go that why I never go. Why you never tell me you want to go?’
They shift the blame on other people.
We always say that we should be given the rights to make our own decision, so why not you make full use of the rights that you fight for. It is so ironic when people complain about their parents making decision for them and the yak on about not have enough freedom and the next moment you ask them to make a decision, they make they ask the other people to make a decision for them and it is not themselves who wants to make a decision.
I can understand why people say tings like ‘if A goes, then I would go’. I use to say that a lot in the past. It is something like giving myself a leeway, an escape route. If the event does not go well I can blame the other person. Also, I free myself of the responsibility to make an obligation to the person who asks. And if I do not want to go, I would not feel so bad, I am actually doing something ‘good’ I am not rejecting that person outright. But what I did not know is that I am doing the most irritating thing on earth. To me, it is anyway.
Over the years, I got fed of playing the ‘you go I go’ game.. everytime I go out, my friends and I have to do this over and over again, it is like a never ending cycle, eventually we waste a lot of time. Finally I go fed up of it, and when I happens I would suggest something. At first, most of my friends would just take the suggestion. but after that everyone will just give they own suggestion. It is fun like that.
I think it is high time for us, especially people of our age to start making decision for ourselves. We cannot play the ‘you go I go’ game forever. We also cannot be lead by others forever. I am sure that people would be appreciative if you just give a definite answer; no matter it is just a rejection or acceptance, after all people ask YOU for an answer.
So the next time people ask you to go somewhere, please try not to play the merry go round game with them,
I guess msn messenger has also taken into account that all of us are having prelims and that we needed to concentrate on our studies, therefore their service is down too.
Prelims day one
Prelims day oneI am like soooo died for math.
I was trying to complete one set of math paper one from my school, and I realised the question I skipped was more then the questions I did! Oh my oh my..
With one and the half day left to my math paper one, there was nothing much I can do about things, all I can do now is to spot where have I gone wrong and make sure and pray hard that I do not make the same mistakes in the exams.
For today and tomorrow, I am going to concentrate fully on my geography, which happens to be on the same day as my math, and master the topic on hydrology!
Today’s GP paper was horrid. All the questions that came out sounded so alien to me. They had funny questions like ‘ is new better?’ should we care about what people are reading?’ etc.
One question did not really understand was ‘what is life, if full of care, we have no time to stand and stare.’
It sounded meaningful, but there was not a chance that I would tackle it. So in the end I just settle for what I thought was the easiest on the list, which was ‘Can countries adopt policy of non-interference today?’
There practically no questions on science and technology nor bioethics. Funny paper, this paper was more on philosophy and arts.
I just wrote crap throughout and I have only managed to write 2 pages.
I was also quite fed up today, because my invigilator was my CCA teacher, and he keeps pacing up and down and standing behind me. It was so pressurizing, in the end I forced myself to be immune to his presence. But it was quite distracting anyway.
I wish that prelims would be over soon! Argh1
some things i got off my juniors blog, since it is something related to music i thought i would be quite interesting to do it. haha
try clikcing on some of the song title :D
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 10 people to play this game too.
5. Bold the questions and answers that swack.
1.How are you feeling today?白鹤。
2. Will you get far in life?勇气
i dunno, is it telling me that I need to have a lot of courage to move on later in my life?
3. How do your friends see you?祝我生日快乐
They want to give me presents everyday because I am a super god person! Hee hee
4. Will you get married?往前飞
Hmm do not know how to link.
5. What is your best friend's theme song?顺时钟
Well, this is supposed to be a song that implies about breakup… but if you take the literal meaning I think it fits him quite well. He is not bog down by time, he gets over tings quite quickly anyway. Haha
6。What is the story of your life?
Accidentally in love
Haha, I always fall accidentally in love?
Cause every body is after love~~
I surrender to the strawberry ice cream ( yup I cannot resist the temptation of food!)
7.What was high school like?I turn to you
When I down, you are there pushing me to the top.
You are always there giving me all you got.
Well, I think it is quite true. I have found many friends I can turn to or realized that many friends were always there when I am down. There are always there, it is just that I did not realized it in the past. Thank you :D
8. How can you get ahead in life?
舞娘
By dancing I can get on in life? Hee I do not know, maybe. I am going to take up dancing after my A levels anyway. Continuing my hip hop lessons. Who knows, I might become a professional dancer haha. But it is highly impossible because my passion for dancing is not that strong.
9. What is the best thing about your friends?
爱疯了
Hmm, the crazy part is quite true, we are always doing crazy things together.haha that is the main thing I like about them? Mainly, they are, most of them anyway, are quite passionate about love. Out of the few close friends I have, 3 are in a loving relationship that they are even considering marriage already. Haha so I can say that the are crazily in love. Must start saving up to give hao bao. Sign…
10.What is in store for this weekend?
Torn..
The weekend would be spent on reading textbooks and notes that I wish to tear them up and wished that they are torn…
My dream of having a lazy weekend is torn up to a lot a lot of pieces11.What song describes you?Rich girl
Yay! I am a rich girl! Haha I certainly hoped so…
11.To describe your grandparents?Hollarback girl
Hmm, do not know how to link.
12.How is your life going?love to see you cry
Hmm, it makes me sounds like a sadist. Wait, you mean my life love to see me cry? Nah, I will not cry for nothing.
13.What song will they play at your funeral?
But I do love you
Wow, it means that they love me right? But I wish that they would tell me when I am alive though.
14.How does the world see you?
起初只是朋友
Well, the world treat me as a friend at the beginning, then what will they treat me as after that? not enemy I hope..
15. Will you have a happy life?心动
I think it means yes right? The songs speaks about being able to put down the memories of the past and move on
16.What do your friends really think of you?
护筒里有只猫
they think i am just like a cat?１７．Do people secretly lust after you?
put the needle on it
i do not know what song is this.. it is just in my mp3.１８．How can I make myself happy?
starcross
i can be happy just by looking at the stars until my eyes are crossed?
１９．What should you do with your life?
屋顶 i know, buy a pent house and plant lots of plants and live happily every after!
２０。Will you ever have children?
Get back
I am getting fed up with the computer. Anyway I am just doing this for fun. Got this off my junior’s blog. haha
The Fridge
The FridgeThe fridge in my house is always filled with food, a large assortment of food. There was never a time it is empty, in fact sometimes it is so full that we have to squeeze to put stuff in.
A few year back, when my house trusty old fridge broke down, we have lots of problems, we did not know what to do with all the food inside the fridge, in the end, we gave most of the food away and invited our relatives over to have a big steamboat party. We had to endure 2 days without a refrigerator, when my father and I went for ‘fridge shopping’ we were so tempted to buy a super huge one so that we do not have to worry about storage anymore, but sadly my sister and mother stopped us, because they said that the bigger the fridge was, the more junk food we would have in our fridge it would never solve the storage problem. In the end we settled for one that is similar to the size of our old fridge.
Ever since young, my fridge is always filled with food, so I assumed that it is normal that the fridge is always filled, but that was notthe case. When I visited my friend’s house, their fridge was almost empty. I was shocked at first, then hungry. There was nothing to cook at my friend’s place, in the end we have to settle of a plain bowl of Maggie mee, which was cooked with plain water and full of seasoning. It did not taste bad, but is was would be much better if we had things like meat and prawns..
That was when I realised how pampered and fortunate I was. My fridge was always filled with food, if I was hungry, all I need is to open the fridge there was be something for me to eat, somehow. If I am in the mood I can even cook up a sumptuous meal and experiment with new dishes. I think I would totally die with an empty fridge, because I can never eat out for more then a week.
The one that is in charge of filling the fridge and ensuring that it is always full would be my father and grandmother. They always ensure the the fridge is packed with prawn, meat, stock, and all the stuffs. When I am at home, from time to time, they will ask me if there is anything I want to eat, especially during the weekends. Even if I said no, they will still cook up something. Partly is because they are bored, and want to do something. That is was my sister and I think, thus I would always be fed, till I am fat and chubby. I do not mind though. But I think I am going to mind the next week and the week after next, because my parents would be going away for their ‘ countless times’ of honeymoon, which means that I have to settle my own food.. I wonder how I am going to survive, coping with prelim and cooking. I think next week would be an interesting experience..but I am not looking forward to it.
The fridge at home that is always filled,
It is just like a magic pocket that would replace itself
But nothing happen without a reason
It is because of the love for the home
The fridge keeps the snacks titbits chocolates that you want to share with your loves ones
Packed with groceries, they would eventually be cooked and placed on the table for the family.
The fridge is there...
(in a crappish mood, hee hee)
holidays blues
holidays blues
With prelims just 5 days away, what on earth am I doing online?! As usual, it is because I cannot keep my bum stuck to the floor and my eyes fixed on notes for more than one hour, what a tragedy.
Well, one good new is that I am not sick of studying yet, but we must also take into consideration that I have not even finish one chapter of geography.
Anyway I think that I am becoming a bad student, but the genes of being a bad student have always been in me anyway, it is just that is has been suppress for a short period of time. I skipped GP make up today. The weather is so fine; it is not justifiable if I have to wake up super early to crawl to school to listen to some things that are repeated over and over again. I know, it is for my own good, but I just do not feel like going to school, it is the school holiday! So I did not go to school in the end and spend my wonderful morning hibernating in bed. Pray that my teacher does not ask me why..
It seems that now days my friend keep coming to me for some advice on relationship. I can sort of relate to what he is feeling and the girl is feeling, but I can provide no solutions. I have been resisting the temptation to scream at him and tell him to just let thing be or sort out his own problems. I know I am being mean but some things I just think that it right of that girl, so I have to put it in the nicest possible way to assure him that it is alright and I have being dropping a lot of hints on the way that if I have the solutions to all his love problems, I would be a genius (anyway I think that even a genius will not have a answers to all that). I think he got it in the end.
bad news...
bad newsI just realised something very devastating, and I mean very very very super deveasting!!
I have grown fat!!! Fat!! A girl’s worse nightmare, to grow fat!! Haha I know I am being dramatic here, and I have no idea how am I going to get rid of those fats. Are there any free and simple methods to slim down that does not involve exercising? I guess no.. otherwise the slimming centres would not have any business.
Sign.. I guess I would have to slot some jogging time in between my study plan. I guess I am starting the appreciated the importance of P.E classes held in school, but it is too late. I don’t think I will have to attend P.E classes after the September holidays
I still remembered that I really enjoyed my secondary school PE lessons. Those were really fun times. As my secondary school was small and we did not have a proper field we would usually jog outside of school. The lazy I and my bunch of friends would always take shortcut, because the teacher would be jogging in front. So the back people would just drift off, and to avoid suspicion we would detour to the playground and play a bit before we make our way to the ending point. We do not do that often, but it is always fun when we do that. There is always a lot of fun jogging outside school. we get to see different sceneries and joke around, come out with stupid stories of the random things on the streets.
But when it comes to junior college, we have to run only around a syntactic track. Round and round, the things looks all the same, some people struggling to finish their rounds or some guys trying to show off their speed by running super fast only to slow down after 200 metres and let us over take them. We spend month running on the track just to train for a single 2.4 run to prove that we are ‘fit’. But I have to thank the stannous training that kept me from growing fat and allowing me to eat anything I want to without guilt, because at that time I knew that whatever I eat would be totally burn off the next that I had PE and have to run ten rounds around the track with two bottles filled with water.
Although the PE was awful stuff in JC, it does serve some purpose so in conclusion it is not that bad after all.
Well.. I have to get down to exercising on my own, but I will not run with two filled bottles that is.
