Tuesday, August 22, 2006

I think I am just going to blog randomly so this post will be full of broken language and incoherently because I am too tired to think properly and care about anything. I just want to type whatever that comes to my mind because I am so tired of everything.

Sometimes I feel that I am so wronged by everyone. I dunno why. But this irritating feeling just do not go away. My friends keep harping on the fact that I quarreled with him because he was jealous of the other guy that is always hanging around me. I know that is not the reason why at least not the main reason.

Anyway I felt wronged because that is nothing going on between this guy friend and me. It is just that he happened to confide in me with his problems. So I just listen. He made me promised that I will not say anything. I do not feel like, because I know myself, I will not say anything unless it is really necessary. But I still promised.

I did not say a word to him nor everyone. Whenever he asked what the both of us talks about I cannot tell him anything because I promised. i had this hope and belief that he will understand me.

He did, he tried his best. Therefore I am very sorry to him that I keep things from him.

I am angry, over something that happened today. The guy friend who confide in me, sometimes I wished he does not do that so that things will be easier for me. But I know that it is part of being a friend too.

But I am angry over that fact that he thinks that I will say it out. He actually said something along that line that I wil say it, and he have the cheek to be angry with me. I am really sorry, I am not the kind who will break a promise. And if you think that I will say it out to anyone, and then dun tell me. I had enough.

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