GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!

2 years...

2 years..

I think everyone is petty uptight lately. I guess it is because of the upcoming examination. Sign, JC days just seems to pass so fast, just when you are starting to enjoy it, it is coming to an end.

Two years, seems like such a long time, but in fact it is not. If I have to count the exact time I have spend in junior college I think it is like at most one year, minus all the holidays and the first three months which I skip school.

I think I have learned a lot in these 2 years, especially interpersonal skills. I used to be very dependent on my friends to say things for me, or I will not say things at all. In secondary school, I had 2 very close friends; they are like my full time escorts. Whenever I do not feel like handling some communication stuff or problems, somehow they will handle it for me. I feel so protected all the time.

When I left secondary school, we wanted to go to the same school, but our interests were totally different. I was very tempted to just follow their course of study, but somehow fate has its way of doing things. At the last moment when I am suppose to submit the choices I have changed my mind and put junior college instead. Thus I was totally separated from them.

At first, I could not adjust to school life without them, it just felt so different. I had to make friends all over again. I really really missed them a lot, and before they started school, we kept going out together. That accounts for the bad grades for JC1 mid years.

When they started school, I realized that we were unable to hang out as often. That is when I realized that I can no longer depend on them. I had to widen my social circle and do things for myself.

So I have found friends, a lot of different kinds of friends with totally different personality. But somehow we managed to click together. Despite the differences in opinion sometimes, different ideology and everything, we were able to argue them out and somehow sort them out. I really cherish them a lot. They had really taught me that it is okay to show affection care and concern towards friends.

Considering that I was not able to do it so openly or I do not feel the need to do it as the two closest friends I had in secondary school were guys. Haha, but after I got to know these heart warming and passionate bunch of babes in my school I guess I learned to show care and concern to my friends more now.

Haha, I guess people do change as they grow. It is all the experience that changes us.

posted by maevbe @ 7:14 PM