GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!

Today we had a career guidance talk in school, so we were released at 1045. I guess this week is not much of a study week, more of getting us back in school week. Tomorrow I will be having the polling day holiday, so I will not be going to school.

Just some random thoughts…

Now, the school atmosphere seems to be in the love-y dorky mode. All the couples seem to pop out randomly all over the place! I guess it is because everyone knows that the school year is ending soon, so is our life in JC so it is now or never. Haha.

I guess getting into a relationship now might have great impact; sometimes it is good, sometimes it is bad. It depends on how they handle it.

I suppose after I met him, I feel the need to study harder and get better grades. One of the main reasons is that he has good grades too, thus I do not want to lose to him. The other is a bit more stupid, it is because I do not want his friends to think that I am just another girl who smiles at everyone, but I am smart too! Haha.

Sometimes it is very daunting because after studying so much, you still do not get good grade, it is simply frustrating. I have yet to get back any of my test, but I got this feeling that I did not do so well. I am not sure if I will cry if I do not do well this time, after all I put in so much effort. If I really cry, this will be the first time I am crying for my results, but I decided I will not cry, no matter how disappointed I am. I will continue to work hard! At least I know this time, I have no regrets and it felt somewhat satisfying to actually try so hard.

I felt that I have changed a bit after I got to know him; I am not so nonchalant about everything anymore. Whenever I think of the fact that he tries even harder makes me want to try a bit harder to complement him.

Haha, maybe I really like him more and more.

posted by maevbe @ 6:55 PM