Saturday
Haha, after the BBQ I was too tired to go anywhere, so I rejected all the invitations to go out! Hee. My friends were saying that I am so lazy.
Sunday
We went out on together to the airport. Haha I was quite surprised when he asked me out, but I did not ask anything. Then he asked me do I know why he ask me out, I was like, really have reason ar. Haha he said that it is because the teacher ever mentioned that term 3 will be very fast and hectic, so he is worried that we might not have time to go out in future, so he might as well make use of this holiday to go out. Haha I was thinking ‘ wow, I never thought of that, that is like the so distant future’ i know I know, I am not the kind to plan ahead, I take things as they come.
Anyway, we when to the airport, I am not sure why. We were just walking around randomly and complaining the lack of things to do in the airport. Hee hee. Finally we went to eat at fish and co. hhaa, I go this feeling that he thinks that I do not like to spend money a lot, hee.
Anyway, we eat and talk and walk some more, finally we decided there is nothing for us to do at the airport, there wasn’t even any aero planes flying off! So we took a mrt back..
On the mrt we talk, I got this feeling that we talk too much? Haha.
Anyway, I do not know how did we get to the topic, ooo, I remember now, he was saying he is quite bored, and so I said ask his friends to go out, but he said that his friends are too busy mugging. So I said other class people? Then he somehow said that this girl ; his ex I think, asked him out, so I said then why don’t go, since you are bored. He say ‘ alone leh! Later you angry ar’
I know I am slow to this kind of situation, can’t blame me right. Yup, then I said that it is fine, cause I go out with guys alone too cause we are friends. But I do not know what he said, forgot. Then I ask him, does that girl still like him, cause after all she does a lot of things for him, much much more then me, I admit. She spends time organizing his birthday, buying present, and even messaging him constantly… I am even beginning to wonder, why did she initiated the breakup in the first place… anyway, I guess he was kind of wait for my reaction, but as usual the slow me,.. he said that girl hinted, but he said they should remain as just friends, and as usual the slow me just said ‘ o ok’
After we left each other, I suddenly though that that girl is so much better then me to him, I was kind of pondering when I was super bored at night, and he was online but packing his room.. I think it is very messy, cause from what I heard. Haha but dun expect me to pack, haha cuz mine room is messy too. He hinted that I should pack my house, because that time I said that I will invite him to my house when I start packing it.
Anyway, my thought as like, I rather that he consider carefully about that girl without thinking that I will be angry.. I really do not want us to be together out of obligations or what so ever. But I thought that saying this to him is so so so sleezy, dunno, I was thinking of it seriously one moment and Ifelt so tickilish the next moment, I cannot imagine myself saying that to him. I mentioned that I was thinking of something to him, then I thinks he know it is about the girl, he ask me not to think too much and not to worry.
I am not worrying, am i? haha but in the end I can’t bring myself to say it, not say; type it. So I said it is not a bad thing, shall tell him about it other days. I think maybe tomorrow, when I do not feel so weird saying it, I hope.
posted by maevbe @ 11:46 AM
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