| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue. |
one down! 4 more to go!
Today is the gp paper ;D I am sooo dead, certified dead. Ho ho ho. one down and four more to go!
Paper one was okay, I guess. At least I manage to crap about something. The question I did was ‘the film industry is the main culprit in perpetuating the stereotyped image of men and women’. Not really sure about what does the word perpetuating means though, so I just assume it is something like making things worse or encouraging. It is right? *shrug* can’t be bothered about it now, it is over.
What irritates me was that we were not allowed toilet break!!! I drank a whole bottle of water in the midst of doing my paper one, and they are telling me that we do not have toilet break in between paper!!! Fine!
Haha, I totally screwed up paper two, I do not even know what I was doing. I understand the passage, but the question are so… I guess the teachers were not kidding when they said that the paper was not going to be easy. That applies to the math paper tomorrow too, I guess, I just have to pray that I have enough hmmm, immunity to shocks to last till Thursday.
O ya, received messages from my secondary school friends yesterday who are also studying in jc. Haha I guess exams period is the time when we would contact each other. Weird we wasn’t so close in secondary school, but I guess since there is only the few of us studying in jc, we cuddle to each other for comfort, especially during exam period. Thus, exam isn’t that bad after all, it brings people together for comfort. Haha
Haha, shall do this since I am bored. And do not wish to study
1. What book are you currently reading?textbook.. geog textbook in particular.
2. What is your favorite board game?Monopoly! I always win :D
3. Favourite magazine?hmm, none in particular, depends on the issues that they are covering
4. Your favourite smell?food!
5. Least favourite smell?Cigarettes smoke
6. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?"Wanna slp somemore… I hate school..’
7. Favourite Colour?Orange
8. Future (or first) child's name:hmm, thinking of some Chinese names related to flowers
9. What is most important in life?To find someone who really understand and stand by a person always
10. Chocolate or Vanilla?Vanilla
11. Do you like to drive fast?haha, I really want to try, but in Singapore.. fat hope
12. Favourite TV show?none currently
13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?nope, but lots of pillows
14. Storms - Cool or Scary?Cool,
15. What was your first car?does toy car counts?
16. If you could meet one person (Living or Deceased):not very sure
17. What's your star sign? Your birthday?24 feb, piseces.
18. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?yes yes!! I love broccoli
19. If you could have any job what would it be?Food critic!!
20. If you could have hair of any colour, what would it be?still black I guess
21. Is the glass half full or half empty?half full.. den soon hopefully it will be full
22. What is your favourite softdrink?mountain dew
23. The best place you have ever been?Victoria concert hall
24. Dogs or Cats?Dogs. But I like neither alot
25. Do you like to open presents on Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?I will try my bestest to wait till Christmas morning,, I will try really!
26. What was your favourite toy as a child?hmm. Playdon I guess
27. Merry-go-round or roller coaster?Merry go round.. never appreciated them when I was young
28. If you could be anywhere right this moment, where would it be?away from Singapore and school!! Far far away
29. Favourite song?Anything you need a friend!! by beu sisters
30. What's on your refrigerator?magnets
31. What's your dream car?MPV for the family! Or a jeep!
32. Person most likely to respond:hmm, dunno? Cuz none of my friends know about this blog,, I hope
Will you:
1. Do a nudy run for $100: No, never.
2. Ask the person you liked out: mmm, dun think so
3. Go bungee jumping: yesh!! definitely
4. Hand feed a white pointer shark: haha, shall see5
. Ask a random person on the street if you could have a piggyback ride: haha, like I am light enough
6. Cheat on your BF/GF: nope
7. Get with your friends Bf/GF: nope, dun want to anyway
8. Send abusive text messages to someone: I dun like to use abusive language
Are you:
1. Happy: yup
2. Sad: once in a while
3. Funny: haha, I dun realize it but people say so.. *shrug*
4. Sexy: nah.
5. Really scared of some thing, if so, what: having absolutely nothing
6. A virgin: Absolutely.
7. A nice person: should be.
Do You:
1. Dance in front of the mirror: haha yup
2. Have a crush on someone: now? maybe
3. Say good night to your parents: sometimes
4. Have any regrets, if so what: lots of them, one would be not knowing wat I truly want
5. Scream when your favourite song comes on at a party: hmmm, nah I am a low profile person
Have you:
1. Told some one you loved them: yup,
2. Done donuts (in a car): ???
3. Been kissed: yup, my darling mama!
4. Danced all night: nope.
5. Been drunk: nope,
If it is not for you…
One serious problem about this layout is that it cannot display Chinese words, such a pity. I think I will be on a hunt for another layout soon, a layout that would allow me to display Chinese words.
The holidays is coming to an end, so sad. There is like 5 days left till the end of holidays and it will be the mids! Oh man, I hope that it will be over soon at the same time I hope that it will not come so soon. Contradictory. That is bad…
I feel like giving up on studying already, I feel so tired. Why can’t the A level be over!
slacky weekend
Oh man! I have not being studying a lot for the last two days, perhaps because it is the weekends. I have being going out.
Saturday was not so bad, I was studying in to morning, completed one portion of rocks and landforms wanted to continue studying… until I am so distracted by the television porgrammes, I could not long resist the temptation. I tried really hard! I mean I used up all my willpower to stop myself, it is true!! But alas, the power of television is still stronger then my will power, thus I ended up watching television instead. Hee hee. Until about 5.30pm, my family decided to dine out for father’s day.
It was quite an interesting experience. We took quite a long time to decide where we wanted to go. We did not even know where we wanted to go when we were on the road. Thus after much debate, we have settled on the thai food at golden mile my father recommended; since it is a father’s day celebration, we shall all listen to papa. Golden mile is the place where people board coaches to go to Malaysia and Thailand. When we when into the complex, I felt as if I have come to a different country! I really feel that I was at the bus station in Malaysia. How I miss those times…
In the past, my family would always like to take short trips to places like peneng, hayat and many more places. I remember there was this period of time when we keep going to peneng and stay at the same hotel, till the extent that the people there would give us the same hotel room!! And the better view ones. Although sitting coaches isn’t the best traveling method, once you get use to it, you will think that it is quite cool. I will always look forward to the short break in the middle of the night, when we will stop at a ulu area with eateries. There will be lots of people and I get to buy lots of things!! And at the bus stations, there will be many small shops selling magazines, and I would always pester my mother to buy for me. I think I have this fetish of buying magazines when I go to different countries, ever since I was young. Haha
Back to the father’s day celebration. The meal was not bad. We ordered quite a lot of stuff, things like fried prawn cake ( the nicest!), tom yam soup, pineapple rice, vegetable and dan hoon ( I do not know what it is called in English). Wow the tom yam soup was really authentic! It is sooooo sour and hot!! It looked petty harmless and the coup base was clear, but once you taste it, wow, you will be overwhelm by the taste. The peppery feeling will linger in your tastebuds for quite a long time. However, despite the hot feeling, you will still have to the urge to have more! It is superb! Simply wonderful. And the meal was quite reasonable I guess, 60 for the four of us, considering the amount we ordered.
After the dinner we went o suntec! To shop!! Yay!! My father was quite like ‘ huh you all going to shop’ haha, yea but he went shopping with my mum after that, looking at computers and clothes stuff. After about 3 hours! We finally went home.
Hha Sunday, which is today is basically a totally slack day. I woke up late, cause I was chatting on msn yesterday, shall blog about that other days I guess. Watched the preview channel by star hub! Why why why I can’t have cable tv. The reason : I will not study. Then I went out with my friends till the night and eat and went online and typing the blog. That sums up the day… I am sooo dead. I am so lagging behind!!!
let it be over soon, pls pls pls
Whoo I am so exhausted from studying today. Haha I think this holiday is the holiday I studied the most in my whole life! Haha I better, I hope that I will do well. hee hee.
Talking about mids years, after mids will be prelims and after prelims it would be A levels!! Every thing is happening at such a fast pace, it seems like yesterday, that I was preparing for my o levels and deciding where to go.
Actually until now, I still do not know if I had made the correct decision in taking art’s stream. But I guess I just have to take things as it goes. For now, I hope to get into accountancy or hotel management related stuff. I ever thought of becoming a nurse, haha but too bad, I can’t get into the nursing course. Sign.
Haha just got addicted to this song recently, because the lyrics suit my thinking and feelings now. It is a song from penny dai. http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/20654ht.htm. not a bad song, very uplifting.
Oooooooooo I just wish that the mids would be over soon!!!!
I do not know I am plain bad and evil, or just doing stupid things.
I know I am kind of angry, or frustrated ( I think it is a mixture) that he has not being contacting me or something. That stupid I know, cause if I were studying not have time to think about it. So I figured out that if he does not ask me out, it is harmless if I went out with other people, I mean it is like totally harmless right? Not that he is my boyfriend or anything, so it also means that I am not obliged to tell him that I am going to revise my work with other people right? Yeah I think that’s right.
But one major problem is that the other person I am revising with is a guy. I think last time he was quite worried about me always going out with that guy. So I do not really know how would he react if he knows that I am going to revise with that guy, should I tell him or wait until he ask. I feel like I am such a bad person. I think I am going mad. Never mind, I am just going to do revision and see how it goes then.
I just realized that my blog has being rather depressing lately. That is not a good sign, definitely no. haha but there isn’t much interesting things to do at home, it makes people sad sometimes ( but this is not a good reason cause I have being going out the last few days, to study).
I was so tempted to play at the swing today, but the age restriction for the playground is 12!!! Why!!! It is so not fair, I mean a 18 years old student also needs to play! They need some place to unwind themselves too! Haha, but considering my personality, I would have went ahead to play, ignoring the age limit. However, I should not torture my friend with my nonsense anymore, hee, he was looking forward to going to school to see his beloved! So I have skipped the swing part and went directly to school.
Not a bad accomplishment today, I have started on some parts of Chinese. I am going to do math later, differentiation. I hope to complete at least till maxima and minimum today. Haha I am going to practice it in front of the television. That what I like about math, you can sit in front of the television and practice. That the only subject that allows me to do that, so I like everything about math, other than my math teacher. Hee
I think today inspirations keep flying all about; the wrong kind of inspiration anyway. I have come up with many different ways to revamp my wardrobe. ( I do not have a lot of clothes anyway, you can count the number of t-shits and pants I have, not exceeding 10 for both respectively. ) I figured that I could cut my long pants into short pants, since I totally hate it cause it is long and baggy, I have folded it up and tried the effect, not bad. Shall ask my mother how to stitch it up later.
Finally, I have come to a conclusion on my rambling yesterday. I thought that it is quite useless now to keep thinking about it, for now, I shall take things as it goes. By 30 june, if things still remains that same or I still have my doubts, I would talk to him, seriously talk to him. Yup ;)
confuse confuse
Sometimes, I am beginning to doubt my feelings and my thinking plus my way of thinking. Maybe it is about time I change and do some serious thinking about it.
I get this feeling that I have rushed into things to quickly sometimes without thinking and considering things. I think I have rushed into this relationship too abruptly. Not that he is not good or anything, it is very nice and all, but sometimes I feel that the things we want and we look forward to is different, that what I have being feeling anyway.
Sometimes, I get this feeling that he likes me because I am very easy going and I am the only one that does not scold him or anything. Maybe it is the difference in personality, we see things differently. One, would be the cca, maybe he really detest the cca because it is not in his area of interest and that despite it all, he still have to hold a heavy responsibility. Fro me I use to dread cca too, but over the course of a year I have come to accept my cca and even like my cca. I think that it has really exposed me to so many different things and through my cca I have met many many friends. Every time when I comment that the cca isn’t so bad after all he would say that you are not me. Yea, maybe I am not him so I do not understand, no matter how many times he repeats himself, why he does not like the cca.
Another thing would be that he tries too hard to keep things under wraps. We did agree to maintain as friends, so to me, as friends it quite normal if we hang out together etc. when people ask about it, I could have easily said that we are just revising together, like helping out between friends. However for his case, he tries too hard to keep things under wrap by coming out with all sorts of funny things, when people sees us together. I don’t really know why he would try so hard to do that, and after that come and apologize to me. Firstly, I don’t see the need to apologise if that is how you want it to be. Secondly, if you know that you are going to apologize to me after saying what you said, might as well not say it in the first place.
Thirdly, I gets this feeling that he is still quite into his last crush or maybe gf. She is in our school and he does a lot of things for her and even notice her. As in when I send him horoscope stuff, he would ask me to help him check out hers. He won’t tell me is hers and sometimes he avoids using her name in front of me, despite the many times I said that I don’t mind. But he is still very ‘attracted’ (I do not know it is the word that I am suppose to use) to her.
The main reason as to why I am relentlessly complaining is that I feel very restricted in front of him; it feels as though I am not my normal self. It gets tiring for me, and I do not know about him. I do not know, maybe I should approach him somewhere after the mids.
