all is well and fine.
This week is basically just a very normal week, but yesterday was a very happy day. After that day, we have decided that we should start off as friends first because we do not know each other that well yet, so after we got to spend more time together then we would decide if we really want to go into a relationship. We do not want this thing to happen in a spur of moment and not knowing what we want.Now we would try to spend more time together, not to the extent of spending all our breaks together, just that he would wait or me or I would wait for him after school and we would go home together. yup, and I am quite happy with this arrangement because we don’t have to be too stress as both of us have never been in a real relationship before and we do not know what to do, so I am quite glad that we are taking it slow.
We have also decided that it is up to us if we would want to tell our friends about it. At first, I was very puzzled as to if I want to tell my friends because I did not want to keep anything from them, but in the end I have decided not to anyway. However, it did not remain as a secret for long, my friends sensed that there was something wrong and guessed, so I have no closer but to tell one of my closer friends was she asked me about it, I made her promised not to tell anyone.
Sometimes I really feel that it is almost impossible for a person to keep a secret, the next thing I knew, a few of my other friends knew about it, and I was angry, I mean really angry, it was not like my other friends have asked her about it, I would understand if they asked her about it and she answered them, but NOOO.. she practically told them about it, and also to a few other people in class whom I am not so close to. I truly felt that I was betrayed, the feeling wasn’t that good. I know I have partly myself to blame for telling her, and I have made a resolution never to tell someone things if I do not want other people to know. I have always kept to this resolution and held on this belief for a long long time, but I thought this time I could tell her because I think that she is my friend. actually, most of the times, almost all the time, I do not repeat what other people say to me about their personal life because I know the reason they tell me is because they trust me, that why the confide in me, and if in any case, I think that it is essential to divulge the information to anyone else, I would ask for that person’s permission first. That is what I usually do, when she tells me about her problems to I did not tell anyone, I guess it is just the different in perspective and really if I do not want others to know just don’t tell anyone about it.
Well, quite enough of those things, but now practically half of my class knows. I guess what is done cannot be undone. Anyway, yesterday we got back our PW results, and I got a 2! Not that I am really happy, but I am just relieved. They announced that the results was out when we were watching a video in geography tutorial, and after the announcement, no one was in the mood to have tutorial anymore, and the teacher released us early. By the time we reached the board it was felt with people and one of my friends managed to squeezed in to check our results for us. I wasn’t that elastic was I got the results, but I am statisfied. I was thinking if I were to fail or something, I would reapply cry because I meant that was I did for the whole of last year is just wasting my time. So all in all, I am glad that I have got a 2. Actually he messaged me about my results before I checked as he was released even earlier, but I did not check my hand phone. It was a very cute message, he was afraid that I would keep thinking about it during class so he message me, but he is also afraid that I would be disappointed with the results so he to console me and said that he got the same as me. Haha, I felt really touched.
After school, we went for a movie, he insist that he paid for it as it is the first time we are going out together, we watched ice age II, it was quite a funny show, but not as nice as the first one though. It was only in the cinema then he told me that he did not watched the first one, I was huh, but he said never mind. I asked him, is there any other he have in mind before he came, and he said this horror show but he did not want to watch it yesterday because he knows that I do not really watch horror shows. I felt so bad that he had to accommodate to my preference, but he said no, he says that he enjoys any shows. I better think so some ways to thank him for this treat, maybe some cookies. Time to hit the recipe books! And school books… haha.
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