GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!

can't believe this is happenning...

It has being so long since I last updated this blog, but never mind it is my blog anyway, I can update it as and when I like. Hee, yes I am crapping.

I can’t believe this is happening to me now!! I mean, I am like 17 going on to 18, and now I feel like a young school girl. Just a few months ago I was teasing my friend about her infatuation with her crush, and now I kind of know how they felt.

The feeling is just so irritating and it does not go away, no matter how you avoid it. It is like scanning the canteen for that person and feeling so flustered and funny when you speak to that person. Haha, it just feels funny and happy.

I do not know when I have started to have these feelings for him in particular. I am that kind of people that does not like to think too much and feel too deeply about anything. I practically treat every one and every guy I met as a friend. He was a friend too, Haha but now not so anymore. I mean I don’t really see him as a friend. Argh!!

We are in the same cca, he is the president of the club anyway. Sometimes he would just tell me about some problems that he facing while handling the club. A lot of thing has happened in the club over the past year, and it is very complicated. we are not exactly close to each other, in fact in the past, I would always tease him and the vice president, always pulling them together, and he would always scold me for them. Haha, he nags a lot too. But in all, he is a very gentle person and very nice. He would tell lame jokes, crap a lot, nag a lot, but he makes a person feel very special. It feels very nice to be around him. Haha. Oh man, I am like here thinking about all this, when I am suppose to be doing something else.

Anyway I do not know what he thinks, he might like other people for all I know. Haha let nature take its course. For now, I will just stick to crapping, doing duty with him and enjoying his company. Hee!!

posted by maevbe @ 5:59 PM