People, the relationship between people can be very simple at the same time very complicated.
Commitment seems to be non existence in today’s world. Every day, there are divorce cases. Whatever happen to the ‘ I will take care of you for life’ vow?
I seriously hate him. Whoever hurt those who are dear to me, I will hate them. It is as simple as that.
GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
interesting week
Yes! New year is coming soon! I am absolutely looking forward to Chinese new year.This week has certainly being very very interesting, to start off, haha I have to say once again I have failed my general paper, but it was not a very bad fail, 21/50 so it is an improvement for me. Actually I realized on very bad habit of mine when I am looking through my script that is I will make a lot of unnecessary and weird mistakes. Something like when I am think of ‘that’ I will write down ‘the’. Hence I am thinking of something and writing another down, that is a very bad habit and I must change it! That is the reasons why I have fail this paper.
Another thing is that I have just being made to secretary of my cca. That means I have more workload, lot s of paper work to be done and I hate paper work. But I have no choice I would have to just make do with it and try to slack as much as possible.
Haha, here comes the interesting part. I have learned many new things about my friends. Yup, lots of new things. Writing it out one by one is too taxing, haha, so I am not going to do that. Anyway a little update on my little girl infatuation. Hee hee. Since I am made the secretary I have more chance to interact with him, as in he will ask me about club matters etc. but one thing I do not like is that he always calls me during my afternoon nap, ( yes afternoon nap is super important to me!) and I would have to wake up to listen to the phone, my mood becomes very bad when I am disturbed or woken up. But as the nice guy he is, he always ask are you feeling tired, if yes you can go back to sleep I will call you later on, haha. Yup that all folks for now
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
can't believe this is happenning...
It has being so long since I last updated this blog, but never mind it is my blog anyway, I can update it as and when I like. Hee, yes I am crapping.I can’t believe this is happening to me now!! I mean, I am like 17 going on to 18, and now I feel like a young school girl. Just a few months ago I was teasing my friend about her infatuation with her crush, and now I kind of know how they felt.
The feeling is just so irritating and it does not go away, no matter how you avoid it. It is like scanning the canteen for that person and feeling so flustered and funny when you speak to that person. Haha, it just feels funny and happy.
I do not know when I have started to have these feelings for him in particular. I am that kind of people that does not like to think too much and feel too deeply about anything. I practically treat every one and every guy I met as a friend. He was a friend too, Haha but now not so anymore. I mean I don’t really see him as a friend. Argh!!
We are in the same cca, he is the president of the club anyway. Sometimes he would just tell me about some problems that he facing while handling the club. A lot of thing has happened in the club over the past year, and it is very complicated. we are not exactly close to each other, in fact in the past, I would always tease him and the vice president, always pulling them together, and he would always scold me for them. Haha, he nags a lot too. But in all, he is a very gentle person and very nice. He would tell lame jokes, crap a lot, nag a lot, but he makes a person feel very special. It feels very nice to be around him. Haha. Oh man, I am like here thinking about all this, when I am suppose to be doing something else.
Anyway I do not know what he thinks, he might like other people for all I know. Haha let nature take its course. For now, I will just stick to crapping, doing duty with him and enjoying his company. Hee!!
Sunday, January 08, 2006
a new year, a new begaining
time seems to pass so fast and one week of the new year has already passed. i have not even finish doing my holiday homeowork and i am already bombarded by new stuff to complete. haizz. the morale of the story is to complete your wokr on time.the pass week has being a hectic one, because of the orientation. sometimes i felt that our school orientation is way too long. the new j1s only got to go home after 6p.m everyday, and poor us the j2s have to stay till that late too. haha.
