funny week
this whole week i think i am feeling very funny.
how funny? i do not know. just funny.
mm getting quite lame huh??
but i do not leh..
when i know something i will write something good k?
quote for anime
-Not matter what happens, see things from different points of view before one takes any action. You might end up feeling guilty for the rest of your life. (Haruka and Sugino)
-One never does anything without a reason. (Kantaro)
-Never feel regret over something that is the past. The most important are the present and the future. Instead of blaming oneself, it is better to make amends. (Kantaro, Haruka and Sugino-minor part)
-Be truthful and never hide anything from the ones you care about. Being straight forward can help you to solve your problems, even indirectly. It is because humans can never live alone. (Kantaro and Yoko-minor)
-Repay one’s kindness and don’t forget it. (Yoko)
-Hatred only brings more pain and suffering. Learn to be forgiving. (Haruka)
-Never be cruel to anyone, or any beings in this world. No one deserves to be mistreated and one has no reason to mistreat the others. (the villagers)
-Life is not always bright, but there are hopes. Always believe there will be good events waiting for you in the end. You might lose something, but you will always gain something in return. (Kantaro)
humph.. no inspiration
today we had pw oral presentation rehersal for the whole day. i guess everyone is really getting affected by the upcoming oral presentation. when i walk into the class everyone was either trying to memorise their speech or trying to 'beautify' their presentation, it is not the usual happy-go-lucky class that we were well known for.
i think today alot of people around me seems to be in a crying mood. this morning. actually it was last night about 12mn( i fell asleep already) my friend messaged me saying that he had been crying, when i saw that nessage this morning my reaction was like (o.0)!! i didn't know how to react, in the end i just send back a message wishing him good morning and hope that he felt better. haizz in the end he massage back saying that he had cried the whole night till 4 am, and when i asked him what happen he did not want to tell me, i did not want to force him so i just leave it as it is and asked him to rest well. i hope he is feeling better.
however i was really distracted by the incident for the whole morning. when i was suppose to be preparing for my speech i spent my time thinking what happen, i i like totally screwed up my part. i was really very very nervoous in the begaining, and had stumbled over many words, but luckily i had friends that kept nodding to me in the course of my presentation, thus i was able to regain my confidence and carry on that speech clamly.
but my other friend were not able to take her mistakes so lightly. she always have that habit of laughing while she is saying her speech, and she is really stressed up over it. she told me that the noght before, when she was rehersing she kept laughing until she cried. so when she laugh duronh her presentation in class this morning, she totally broke down and started crying. my teacher send us all out of the class with only her and her group inside, when that teacher call us in again, he asked us to surround her, all around her. we all thought that her was going to make her present to overcome her problem, and at that moment when we were surrounding her, she started tearing again. we were very hesitant to go near her for that fear that she would breakdown again, until my teacher says, " now give her a group hug!" at that moment when said that, everyones face had a big big grin on their face and we had a big group hug!! excluding that 3 boys in our class, so we blew them flying kiss instead because they said they felt left out.
i like my class lots!!!!!!
eventful week?
this week has truly being an eventful and tiring week. i was amazed that i even go through all of the things alive.
let me start on monday.
haha
monday : i collected my results for promos. managed to scraped through it by getting 2 A passes and 2 AO passes. i thought i was going to fail very badly. i am going to start working very very hard during the holiday. after collecting the results i went for the principal farewell rehersal. we got there in time to keep the equipments. haha. stupid wl boost about his results. AABC leh. but i won him in gp. wahahaha. (-__-) self consolation.
to celebrate that we have all passed our promos we went to a fast food joint. THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT. i got food poisoning. i even have to get off the bus to find a toilet to vomit in. it was hell. almost fainted on the way to the doctor.
tuesday : i rested at home, with lot of ' don't die so soon' message from my friends (-__-), I WON'T DIE SO SOON!!. humph some kind of friends.
wednesday: still feeling unwell but i forced myself to go to school because of.. THE STUPID IDIOTIC PW!! the deadline is on wed and we have lots of last minute changes to make. stayed in school till 9 pm. haizz. (happy things" recieved ' tian' msg' haha)
thursday : D DAY!! time to hand in our WR. i skipped all the lessons on that day to finialise our WR. the time we hand it in was.. 1.27pm at 415!!
yes!!
friday: went to school and slack.
saturday: my parents confirmed that we went going to hongkong!! yes!!! yuhooooooo! oh yeah i gotta approached by a modeling agency today. i thought that guy was selling some charity ticket at first. but i turned it down. i think that would be alot of hidden cost involve and i am not the kind that would stand in front of a camera and pose. my sister and i brought sashimi and royce chocolate to celebrate. haha the trip to hongkong.
sunday: today. reserching on hongkong and slack1!!
think i am going to get a part time job. person at metro has asked me to go back and be a cashier and i am waiting for news from coffee club. need to earn $$ to repay my mom for the hk trip, or at least support myself for this holiday.
if i can't go straight, i would take the sides.
i totally screw up my promos.
gotta 2 a passes and 2 ao passes.
damn. think i am going to get retain.
humph
wat to do
how can you ever
'i can never cross the line, neither will i cross it even if i could...'
how dare you say that. how can you say that. after all that you have said, after how you have acted how can you say that?
i give up. do as you deemed fit.
yucky test
searching for my polestar
humph..i do not know whether to feel touched, amused or whatsoever.
it feels quite weird if your close friend of the past suddenly feel so distant and so close with someone else. but i do not feel unomfortable or anything because i know we would find another group of close friend eventually. i do not really understand why u feel so awkward in telling me that he is your good friend and tell people so easily that he is your best friend.
funny feeling. but i really appriciate it, because you though of my feelings. thank you very much but i also want you to know that i do not mind, becuase it is natural for us to move on. i have also found great friends that i want you to meet and i have met the friend that you hold so close to your heart.
i really do not know how to put my feelings to words now, but i am just happy that i have made great friends in my life.
