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i hate all the guessing and hiding,
i hate all the questions and answer.
i don't like it when you write it everywhere,
i don't like it when you don't say it on my face.
i am not used to the awkward atmosphere,
i am not used to the new you.
i wish i have not seen it,
i wish you you did not show it.
i want to go back to the past.
because you live
Because you live - Jesse Mccartney Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart It's the end of the world in my mind Then your voice pulls me back Like a wake-up call I've been looking for the answer Somewhere I couldn't see that it was right there But now I know, what I didn't know Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live girl My world... Has twice as many stars in the sky It's all right. I survived. I'm alive again. 'Cause of you, made it through every storm What is life? What's the use? If you're killing time I'm so glad I found an angel Someone who... Was there when all my hopes fell I wanna fly looking in your eyes Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live girl My world... Has twice as many stars in the sky Because you live... I live Because you live, there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight I want to give what you've given me Always... Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live girl My world... Has twice as many stars in the sky Because you live and breathe Because you make me believe in myself When nobody else can help Because you live girl My world... Has everything I need to survive Because you live... I live, I live
歌曲: 如果的事
歌手: 范玮琪(Fan, Wei Chi)
我想过一件事 不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持 爱情的意思 像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁有所的对与错 不管对与错 不管时间 说着我们在一坊有多坎坷
我不敢去证实 爱你两个字 不是对自己衿诗 也不是讽刺 别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情的认定很放肆 我很不服我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制 每天想我一次 你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的是电影 听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行 如果你决定跟随感觉 为爱勇敢一次 如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信 这般变爱心情 如果你能给你如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事 我会奋不顾身地去爱你
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/99049ht.htmi do not know why, but i just like listening to this song, it kind of smoothe my feelings.
mi!1
Explanation: This power of yours means that you can make material things move, like for e.g. making the remote control fly over you just by thinking it. As all powers, this is a great gift to have. It is also helping you out since it allows you to be lazy and have things brought to you without moving a finger. But if you move over to the immoral side this power can be used as destroying peoples property or similar things. As a person you are easy going and just like to have a good time. There is nothing wrong with that, but people may see you as incredibly lazy and irresponsible. You prefer being out watching a movie or something than staying home and doing the math assignment. Your outlook is fairly positive but you are aware everything isn't as nice as you'd like it to be. But this doesn't stop you and even if you can be sensitive, you get over things pretty quickly. In school you could be considered as the fun one among your friends and could get along with different categories of people fairly easy. You mean no intentional harm on those around you, but some people may think you're too happy and/or stupid.
Negative aspects: Because you don't like to have things depending on you, this power may be seen as just something cool you have, and not as a helping gift. Also you can get too egotistical at times without bothering to care for others. That is why it's good to do some self-reflecting every once in a while to see that you're not going overboard.
try it!!
http://www.quizilla.com/users/PainfulBliss/quizzes/What%20Power%20is%20Compatible%20With%20You%3F%20%5Bbeautiful%20anime%20pictures%20%2B%2012%20detailed%20results%5D
Point, reason, example and restatement
I fail my general paper, once again. I do not have good general knowledge and my grammar is in a mess. I am too used to writing flowery fictional stories that only need past tense. My teacher suggest that I must aim to pass my language component. In order to pass my lauguage component, I must keep my sentence short and sweet, hit straight to the point. poom. At the end of the paragraph I must add a restatement. The purpose of the restatement is to put an emphasis on my stand. Hence I conclude that my English is truly bad.
something small yet something big
I should start thinking about what I want to be in the future.
I understand that I am just a small being on this vast universe. To those that would be on earth for an eternal time, I am just a being that come can vanish within a brink of an eye. Nothing significant would change, but yet I still want to let my existence linger on this world a little longer.
I do not want to be just another small being that just come and go.
on my short journey on this place called earth, I want to leave behind something, something that people would remember after I set off onto the next journey.
I this dream too big for a small existence like me?
hee, my poem.
almost practically everyone in my chinese class wrote a love poem -__-. but i simply do not have and can't bring myself to write one. so i came up with this piece of crap during my geog lecture, just the period before my chinese. haha my friend says that i am an emotionless girl, to write something so practical.
po. te. pffffffff
po. te. pffffff
this is what i have learned today.
these sounds is the acapella drum sounds.
the magnets rocks!!!
going to practice
troublesome matters
humph.. i am so confused -__-
feelings are so troublesome. there just makes you go all ga ga and out of your mind. you woudl suddenly feels frustrated for a moment then embarassed followed by tons of other feelings.
in case you have noticed yup, this sweet little seventeen year old girl is facing a big crisis in her life. haha. yeah right ' sweet'. dunno how to put it in words but it just feels like there a myraid of feelings i am feeling at one time. that tiring huh?. to make thing worse it is near exams now. haizz
so troublesome.
don;t really like that feelings.
go eat shit!! i am damn pissed!!
waste my time only!! damn ms
fake ms
humph hmph humph!!! wahh all the hupmh is just keeping me from spilling super vuglar words out of my mind onto the computer screen.
gosh i can never imagine that i would ever be so fed up with a person. i simply can't stand it. so what if you are the stupid college head councilor. huh huh. you are a model student?? ha~! don't make me puke.
screen play:
model student (ms)
me
ms : we have to send out proposal for people to validate the project
me: huh.. okay. by when?
ms: hopefully end of this week
me: o.. okay
ms: have you finish the surveys analysis and the wr?
me: yeah
ms: ok.. den i would do the proposal and send it to you to edit
me: ok
one day later...
ms: hey can you do the proposal? i have to stay back for a talk show today
me: huh? i also have to stay back for the talk show
ms: i am speaking.. and have to stay back to do some admin work
me: den do it after that lah. copy and paste from the wr.
ms: you know the wr better.. you know what to copy right. k can i have it by friday
me: O.o huh. i have to study for test, 3 test!! not possible
ms: try k? ( dash off)
end of the play/
what the ??? then what is her contribution to the project. they rest of the people are either busy arranging interviews or doing transripts for teh interviews.. if she so busy, go to the teacher and tell him she wants to drop the damn pw project. don't leech.
and everytime she say she would do the editing she return me the document woth only one or two words changed, if i didn't look hard enough i can't even find the difference. i hack care her already.. i am just going to let her handle the proposal, if she doesn't, she can go and handle the teacher and the rest of the group. can;t be bothered to waste my breath arguing with her.
damn..
i can't believe my friend is going hongkong!! damn!! why must i continue to slough like a cow in singapore while he go somewhere else and enjoy.. damn.. wahhhhh!!!!!!
i am sooo sooo soo jealous. idiot pig dumb pig!! wahhhhhh.
i am going to mug mug mug and mug now and go for a damn nice holiday at the end of the year!! just you wait!! chey!!
mm.. i like to use damn this few days.. must change my habit
can't stand it!!
i am soo pissed off!! some people just thinks that they are alll so almighty!! sucks man!! i just tolarate u for 2 more month ass!! yucks yucks yucks!!
oooooo. how can i forget
i did something very horrible.. okay it is not so very horrible lah.. haha just that i forgot someone's birthday >.<. haizz how could i forget. i thought it was 29 sept or something and it turned out to be 7 sept. haixx forget it. go back and mug
new challege
today went to pierce ear..
very very very pain
the good old days...
Humph.. celebrated teachers' day like two days ago and only now i am blogging about it. but right not i do not really have the blogging mood. sooo not going to say much.
went back to school and talk to some of the teachers' there, actually i am not really on good terms with the teahers therem have nothing much to say to them and the only teacher i am on better terms with i forgot to buy a present for him... AGRHHHH.... i am so sorry MR tang. i will remember to buy for you hte next year!!!!!!
saw some of our ex classmate.. did not change much though except for some who went poly. well just suddenly realised that our class guys seems to be in popular demand in their respective school, wonder what so good about them.. haha..
nah.. i am lazy blog more later
