GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!

Busy life.. Or no life??

Whoa.. I have being so busy for the past week, juggling between school, cca, and my project work. If I add the number of hours I am awake at home it would be like less than 10 hours. Man.. I feel so depress that I am spend less and less time at home. I am homesick!!! I think since last Thursday, I am only able to reach home at 9 pm, even later than my mother.. My life is pathetic and by the time I drag my body back, after eating and bathing, I am already dead beat and I would fall flat one my bed and wake up the next morning, no homework done!!! The pile is getting high.

how I missed the times when I can just get home and slack in my room. Times are different.. Now we must learn how to control our feelings, manage our time etc etc,, it is part of growing up.. And I am sick of growing up!! haizz

I think that my life would be better if there were no such thing as project work. It takes up so much of our time and strain relationships too. My group can be considered a very 'busy' group. Not in the sense that we are very busy with the pw but in the sense that we have huge commitments to our cca except for one.

I have a interact head, a student counsel head in my group and me, being in ava it means that I have to back up every event that is occurring in school and it so happens that this month, there are tones of event. We had difficulties in arranging a time for our meeting and the was some conflict between me and the other girl in the group but we have finally sorted it out and by overcoming this hurdle I have promise myself to commit to the pw more than ever. However one thing that is blocking my path to my aim is the student counsel head. I understand that she have a lot of commitment as she has just taken over the position but that doesn't mean that she can shrink of her responsibility to the group. Yes, she does the work we assign to her but she doesn;t do it well, she is just doing for the sake of doing and she just submits rubbish to us and in the end we would have to redo it and it take up longer time. every time she attends meeting she either sleeps or leaves early, I have being very tolerant of her because she has a lot of responsibility to the s.c but now I just can;t stand it because she is totally not involved in the group, to make things worse she is discouraging the group from doing anything that might improve our chance of getting higher grades.

it is not only her that is busy with her cca, all of us are busy too. The recent student investiture, I have to work with her (yucks) and the worse thing is that she did not even inform us of the change program and we had to react on the spot, luckily we did not screw up!! Or they would find means to pull us down. She is a damn irresponsible girl that only thinks for herself. If her attitude does not change in tomorrow's meeting, I think that I am going to have a "talk" with her, whether she likes it or not.

I think that no matter how busy who all think that we are, we must still foible our respondsibilty. It is important that when we are working in a group we make our worth to the group and not take the group for granted the they would do the things for you. A group would understand and make lee way for your mistakes and to repay these understandings the most basic things one could do is to put in their best for the group.

posted by maevbe @ 6:18 PM