the way home..
well.. actually i am not well at all.. i am watch a korean movie on channel u right now, the way home.
the story is about a young urban boy going to live with his grandmother in the sub urban. for the first an hour and the half i feel like wrenching that brat neck. he treat his grandmother like dirt. order her around, throwing fits, scolding her idiot and the list goes on. the grandmother just simply dote on his grandson too much. she truly loves him or maybe she loves her daughter just as much. but as usual, eventually that brat and his grandmama bonded, and the brat turn out to be a great boy after all.
ironically, it turns out that the character which i detest and despise most in the entire show is the mother of the kid. she is a selfish and inhumane woman who do not deserve such a good mother and child. she just dump her kid at her mother place when she is in trouble. think of it, she has not visited her mother like for 10 or i don;t know how long, after such a long time when she finally decides to visit her mother is when she decides to dump her kid with her mother. she did not even give her mother money or anything to take care of her kid. at the end of the show, she comes and fetch her kid back and only leaving her mother with the words ' wear more layers of clothing'. what about giving the mother some money or sitting down to have a meal with her??
sometimes i do not like to watch this kind of shows. i just makes me feel so frustrated and helpless. i know that this kind of thing are happening all around, but there is nothing i can do. sometimes i just hope that people would understand the meaning of respecting your elders and graditute. our parent pain stakingly bring us up and what do they get in return?
haizz. the more i think of it, the more messed up my mind is. but i really like my grandmama and mama papa alot!! i am hoping off to tell them now.
sometimes, feelings need to be spoken and made known. it would bring endless joy and hapiness to the others. show them that they mean alot to you...
the year which the rain fall
singapore has just celebrated her 40 birthday. young and small as she is, she homes 4 million people. her economy might be at risk, her countrymen might have loss their directions, no one knows where would singapore be 10 years down the road.
40 year ago singapore faces the same crisis too, and 37 years ago singaporean made their stand and mounded their future. 37 year year ago, the year when rain fall mercilessly during the national day parade. at that moment, everyone on the field, on the spectector stand had no idea what to do, to run for shelter or to carry on. not a single student bulge on the field, none of the spectator ran for cover and at that point of time, the decision then rested solely on the president and the ministers. those people on the field and the spectator back then, i believe they were all ready to carry on, to fight against the weather, to take the risk, they were just waiting for an affirmation, a leader to guide them to battle through the storm. and the ministers gave it a go, a risk, a bet and that shaped the singapore of today.
today singaproe faces another challenge. the rising of china and india. many question would singapore be able to survive. this is a question. i wonder if the rain fall again what would singaporean do. would we take the risk...
mmm....
Back early today.. Ha so happy. There would be another upcoming event.. Which means I would have to come back late again -__-'''.
promos are coming and I have not studied.. I am screwed
written report in a mess..
project work with no end in sight
maths CT coming up
have not done my Chinese poem.. No inspiration at all!!!!!
to sum it all up.. my life is in a big big big mess
going to sulk by the side and start sorting it out.. with pw.. last in place.
who says singapore students are good at multi tasking
as we have learned in general paper, it is not good to make generalistion. too many sweeping statement in a essay will gain you a fail grade. therefore i shall now hereby show a good example of a sweeping statement and hope that this would not be used in any good essays or conversation. this sweeping statement is..'singapore students are good at multi tasking'.
this is a true blue sweeping statement, want to know why? becuuse i am no good at it and i am a singapore student, thus if you want to link it to another subject like math i would out it something like singapore students is not a subset of multi tasking. thus i would like to conclude that not all singapore students are good at multi tasking..
and the moral of the passage above is to tell some certain individual ( esp the teacher) to make sure that they think of whether the students can finish their work and not dump tonnes of homework and expect it to be completed the next day. dream on!!!!
p.s i know i am crapping. dun mind me
Busy life.. Or no life??
Whoa.. I have being so busy for the past week, juggling between school, cca, and my project work. If I add the number of hours I am awake at home it would be like less than 10 hours. Man.. I feel so depress that I am spend less and less time at home. I am homesick!!! I think since last Thursday, I am only able to reach home at 9 pm, even later than my mother.. My life is pathetic and by the time I drag my body back, after eating and bathing, I am already dead beat and I would fall flat one my bed and wake up the next morning, no homework done!!! The pile is getting high.
how I missed the times when I can just get home and slack in my room. Times are different.. Now we must learn how to control our feelings, manage our time etc etc,, it is part of growing up.. And I am sick of growing up!! haizz
I think that my life would be better if there were no such thing as project work. It takes up so much of our time and strain relationships too. My group can be considered a very 'busy' group. Not in the sense that we are very busy with the pw but in the sense that we have huge commitments to our cca except for one.
I have a interact head, a student counsel head in my group and me, being in ava it means that I have to back up every event that is occurring in school and it so happens that this month, there are tones of event. We had difficulties in arranging a time for our meeting and the was some conflict between me and the other girl in the group but we have finally sorted it out and by overcoming this hurdle I have promise myself to commit to the pw more than ever. However one thing that is blocking my path to my aim is the student counsel head. I understand that she have a lot of commitment as she has just taken over the position but that doesn't mean that she can shrink of her responsibility to the group. Yes, she does the work we assign to her but she doesn;t do it well, she is just doing for the sake of doing and she just submits rubbish to us and in the end we would have to redo it and it take up longer time. every time she attends meeting she either sleeps or leaves early, I have being very tolerant of her because she has a lot of responsibility to the s.c but now I just can;t stand it because she is totally not involved in the group, to make things worse she is discouraging the group from doing anything that might improve our chance of getting higher grades.
it is not only her that is busy with her cca, all of us are busy too. The recent student investiture, I have to work with her (yucks) and the worse thing is that she did not even inform us of the change program and we had to react on the spot, luckily we did not screw up!! Or they would find means to pull us down. She is a damn irresponsible girl that only thinks for herself. If her attitude does not change in tomorrow's meeting, I think that I am going to have a "talk" with her, whether she likes it or not.
I think that no matter how busy who all think that we are, we must still foible our respondsibilty. It is important that when we are working in a group we make our worth to the group and not take the group for granted the they would do the things for you. A group would understand and make lee way for your mistakes and to repay these understandings the most basic things one could do is to put in their best for the group.
long time no blog...
haha.. have not being visiting this place for like 7 days. the past seven days have being a real killer. i was soo busy and exhausted.
i seriously think that skipping jc for the first three months was a wrong move, now my english suck because i have not being using it, we used singlish, dialets everything aside from english at the workplace so i wonder what is the use of learning good english when i do not need it in future. being bad at english has really affected my studies as most of my subjects requires good command of english. i am so screwed.
happenings in school :
the jap guy is still around and alive. it is so interesting to see the girls going crazy over him, pulling him away to snap a photo with him and giggling like a lovesick girl. monday was our school's national day celebration, not much of a celebration if you ask me, i was running all about school and staying put to do all the background work. that the fate of joining ava. i only manage to join my class for like 29 minutes for the pinic, but i did have a good and miniture view of the jap guy from the top, hee count me in as one of the livesick girls, and on his journey to the toliet, he was stopped like 3 times by girls to take photos. i kind of pity him, imagain if he was urgent.. and i saw my class pulled him aside for a photo taking session.. wah!!!!! now i am the only one in class that do not have a photograph taken with him. i am sooo devesated!!!!! guess we are not fated. whatever anyway he is going back soon.
mm.. no mood to continue, i am still haunted by the fact that i did not have a picture taken with him..
A very wonderful day!!
Today is a really wonderful day and from now on for the next two weeks I would be looking forward to school!! Ha, there is an ulterior motive!! Want to know why? They is a super handsome Japanese exchange student in our school. Yuppie!!! Yeah yeah!!! This is the best thing that ever happened to me so far in junior college and for once I can't wait to go to school tomorrow, I am feeling so excited. If I knew about this programs earlier I would have ran for the counsel election, this way I would be able to interact with him. Damn it!!
I am so smitten. But too bad he already has a girlfriend back in Japan. I guess all the good guys are taken up. What a pity. Maybe he would come and join ava for the week or he would stage a performance here ( he is in the guitar club in Japan) haha I would definitely force the president to let me be one duty in that day. Ha.
when he came to our class today there is a big uproar. Everyone is so interested in him but all too shy to talk to him. So many girls was jealous that only see wai got a chance to talk to him. haizz the scary part of girls. haha I am looking forward to school tomorrow.
i hate b*****
i must praise myself as i am generally a person with good temper, i can take jokes and play around and get along with most people and if people doesn't like me then that is too bad. i do no specially despiese anyone in particular either until recently.
i despise bitches that think that they are all so smart but in fact they are just air heads. bitch that take take credit for everything and keep everything to herself, self-fish and muliputlative bitch!!! i hate the act cute voice and that act innocent look. lazy bum! you are a parasite on people's idea!! after this project i swear i would sever all ties with you and i will make life hell for you, just you wait, feel my vengance bit*h!
