GIVE THE DAY A BIG SMILE!!!

Those were the days..

Today I went to Victoria theater to watched the band concert. When I was still in secondary school, I would have avoided these kind of events like a plague but now, I actually look forward to it.

the experience in the theater was quite out of the norm. Ha. We felt quite old standing in the hall, after all we are surrounded by secondary students. Well, I must really say our secondary school student has really found a new way to ' cheer' for their schoolmates and to enjoy their experience in the theater by making sure they feed themselves well.

well recently I am surprisingly quite supportive of my secondary school events which I would have absolutely detested in the past. I guess it is the same old phase, ' you never know what you have lost until it is gone.' I missed those times when we have to dress up for racial harmony day, the days when the teachers put up performance to make us laugh, lessons that we have debating over issues and affairs, even the counseling in the morning. There are so much things that I missed. The teachers, I think that they are the best I could ever had. I think no matter how old I get I would still squirm like a secondary one student afraid the they would scold me anytime and grin widely for the rest of the day when I they praise me or give me a pat on my back. They mean something in my life to make me feel this way.

things are so much different in junior college. Teachers seem distant and out of reach. Rushing to lectures after lectures, tutorials after tutorial wondering when will the day end so that I can go to some where I feel comfortable in, hoping to leave the school compound as soon as possible. I would every morning with the dreading feeling that I have to go to school. I have never felt this way when I was in secondary school. I look forward to each day to see my friends in school and look forward to lessons when we could have fun while learning.

I guess those days can only exist in my fondest memories, I have to move on in life and grow up to face that world...

posted by maevbe @ 12:27 AM