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Sad shows

I realized I have watched too many sad movies recently and now I am a sad sad person.

just finished watching AI on television. Human cruelty. Seems that most of the shows I watched revolves around that. Sometimes when you just want to be happy and a nice person, there are just these movie to tell you that being a person is bad. Yeah I know I am a flawed person. Haiku this sounds depressing.

I think I would take sometime to get back into the happy mood again. I have being a very good girl this week. I have not gone out since my test after Thursday. This is soo sad. I think for a student at our age, to maintain a friendship it is important to be in the same school since everything about a student is school.

I really wished to believe that our friendship would remain as strong as it used to be. But it turned out that I think because we hold this belief so strongly that we have taken it for granted.

I feel so tired, trying to keep it up, making sure that I have time for them, making sure that this continues, however it is still impossible. Sometimes I really feels that all these effort are redundant.

I am not sure is it because I am thinking too much, but I felt truly hurt when they said " all the things in the past should be put behind"

although it was said in a joking manner but I really felt like crying, because before they started school but when I was still schooling they would pester me to go out, hump.. My mind is in a mess now, I am not thinking logically. I should seriously be considering my priorities and sort out on my own these matters.

stalking off to ponder. Advises?

posted by maevbe @ 9:50 PM